"I'm not sure if you noticed yet..."
An odd start to a conversation with my mother
I do not know what it is she would reveal
But already excitement stood through my body as a brother
ready for a surprise, a gift of steel
only to be sideswiped without caution of the real
"I haven't been home for a while"
A true statement indeed
work had kept her busy
completely unsure of where this story will lead
what is to come, I would have expected lastly
"your father and I are growing apart"
Now I start to realise
Unsure if I am being penalised
my mind has stopped its race
not even with a steady pace
"I'm living with a coworker now"
and I am sure this can't be happening
I hate this story
no longer fun
who has won?
why am I the one?
"this is no ones fault"
now this is bullshit
science is my aim
cause and effect
there is a reason;
or none at all?
"I am still your mom"
well no shit
even with this breath taking hit
I don't see how this could change
"I've helped make his house more acommadating"
first off "he?"
second, why for me?
I don't know how or why
I have been lving in a lie
So I begin to cry, go to my bed to die
this story is over, but the truth being covered
is what hurt the most
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